pray for me

....i dont really know if anyone reads this...i only think three people have looked at it. but...never the less...im just asking for prayers. this is in regard to the previous post and just, me dealing with emotions. i need gods comfort and...peace...i'd really appreciate it. thanks.

FINALS AHHHHHH!!

ok.....sooooooo finals are offically boo. i thought that "ehh it wont be bad cause thats all you have that day" but for a procrastinator like me, all day becomes studying at midnight (and i mean starting) which is why this isnt going to be long...cause i have bible test tomorrow with a rediculous number of memory verses...and i spelled that wrong...ridiculous? sure.

so tonight me and aaron went to mcdonalds and then went and walked around the park and looked at christmas lights. it was fun. im sad because he's not coming back next semester :( he is going to stay home and do work and school there. sad day. i love that boy, he is one of my few guy friends here. which also makes me sad cause i had lots of guy friends back home. but anyways, im sad cause aaron is leaving, so we had our little thing tonight and just hung out...lots of fun

now its time to learn about god...lol

(p.s. does anyone know how to load pictures in so that the pics wont go to the top of the entry and add an extra "enter" space between paragraphs?? weirdness)

one week down, two more to go

so, its been a whole week since thankgiving break. and this week has gone by really fast. surprising. well, not really ive been really busy. this past week and next week are really busy weeks it seems like for me.

i wish i knew what god had instore for me sometimes. there i things that i want to happen soooo badly and they dont. or like in the case im in right now, they might happen, it will just take awhile if it does, and whether or not it does depends on other things i have no control over. i...i dont like having the feeling of wanting something so bad...with all you heart...more than pretty much anything else in the world, and not knowing whether you will be able to have it. but not being able to give up completely because you know that there is still a chance that you might be able to get it. and just praying so hard that god will help you out with this thing and praying so hard that god will bless you with this one thing you want sooo much...it hurts. and it makes living not the happiest thing. and you just wonder, and want to know what god has planned for you and whats going to happen in your life. and you want to know if youll be happy after this period of pain.
please pray for me...